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[Jun. 6th, 2006|11:18 pm] |
[23:10] faithlessdjface: chyenne, im in love with you, the last thing i want is to break up with you
[23:10] faithlessdjface: if i wanted it, i would have told you
[23:11] idkchyenne: awh dj, im in love with you too, your my first real love, you mean so much to me, really.
[23:12] faithlessdjface: that means alot to me chyenne
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[Feb. 16th, 2006|09:48 pm] |
i need that one person.
that i can talk to any time of the day.
that i dont ever have to worry about calling to late.
or bothering them at all.
hmmm. |
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[Feb. 16th, 2006|06:54 pm] |
sorry but im really tired.
im used of being alone now-a-days.
not just talking about relationships.
just being a alone in general.
sad thing is, it's not really bothering me anymore.
im starting not to care how i used to.
when i get yelled at, i usually stand up for myself.
but now, i'll just listen to what they've got to say, and i'll assume its the truth.
Ah, and how i've been so ignored aswell.
Hmm, its all starting to come to me. |
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[Feb. 16th, 2006|07:31 am] |
i hate how everything is so typical these days.
it never changes.
everything people do is the same.
everything people say is the same.
i want to to something different.
and iknow what that is now.
you win. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|09:04 pm] |
hmm.
im rllly starting to wonder.
i laugh @ life.
LOLZ |
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[Feb. 13th, 2006|05:48 pm] |
awh okay so lst night i had to get off the phone with dj since my mom was coming.
but it wasnt my mom it was my cat so i was like hmm maybe i should call bck dj but i dk if i should of.
so i got up and got some juice.
layed down.
and the cat jumped on my face and scracthed me nose =(
so yeh i dnt like cats.
but i got to hack on to livejournal.
imm soooo happy
=D
anywayssss.
im going to bellevue again today.
doctors.
i havent gone in 2 weeks, not good.
hmm im pretty hungry right no wim about to go eat some crackers.
be back later.
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[Feb. 12th, 2006|10:28 pm] |
life is sweet.
talking to dj on the phone.
<3 |
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[Feb. 12th, 2006|09:25 am] |
last night was really good.
im glad i saw dj and everything.
hes been grumpy since no cigaretts.
funny.
but he wasnt grumpy at all lst night.
he was amazing still.
but okay so we were all at the park.
but the bathroom was locked and i couldnt run back and tell them i was going to go pee cuz i would of pissed my pants so brandon and joshie were going to the show so i run up and try to catch up with them but i couldnt run that fast.
so i get to the show.
use the bathroom.
brandon and joshie are gone.
i call, no answer.
i go back to the park.
no one is there.
i sit at the bench for about 10 minutes
until i thought someone was behind me.
then i walk back to the show.
no one was there.
mason had me stay with him for awhile since i kept on leaving alone.
we danced, just a little bit.
then mason and i walk back down to the park.
go to the show.
i leave alone and go sit on the bench.
i call spencer, hes drunk.
then i thought everyone went to that party,
i thought a lot of stuff.
then it was 10:00 finally, everyone was leaving the show/
then dj comes behind me.
dj was at the mall.
joshie and brandon went up to this building.
and i thought everyone went home without me.
but they didnt.
so the moral of the story is.
dont go pee, hold it.
then the ride home.
cuddle with dj.
joshie said we "shouldnt be doing that"
lawlz!
dj cheered me up tho.
then i got home.
house was quiet, didnt tell anyone i was home.
and went to bed. |
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[Feb. 10th, 2006|04:14 pm] |
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im seriously giving up. |
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[Feb. 10th, 2006|04:04 pm] |
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its hard to talk when you are crying. |
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[Feb. 10th, 2006|03:31 pm] |
today was shitty,
meh oh well.
i got "asked out" today by this guy,
but i said no.
so much has been going on.
im going to call up joshie soon and talk to him.
see if i can stay the weekend there.
i think thats what i want to do.
leave my house and stay the whole weekend at joshies house.
i love being there.
and plus ill get a higher count than dj.
=D
no but rlly i love being there, Mrs. Playa (joshies mom) is so cool.
i wnt to go to safeway and go get some some starbucks and rice.
hmmm maybe a show?
i dk whats going down in marysville.
i just need some relaxing time.
im going to keep quiet this weekend.
hopefully clean everything out of my room by next weekend so i can start paiting.
hmm i will probably need someone to help me, but i know i'll end up doing it by myself but its okay.
i was upset most of the day, 1/2 hour late to school.
then 20 minutes late to 6th period.
i was just sitting on the curb,
it was nice.
i had a really bad head ache and just need a time to rest.
hmm anyways,
rode the bus home,
picked up the mail.
came home,
mom didnt believe me when i said "i couldnt stay after school the teach wouldnt let me."
lame, and then we got in another fight,
i really dont kno whats going on with her,
everything i do is just not good enough, or so "unlike" me.
maybe i am not acting "unlike" me maybe its just who i am,
when shes yelling at me, i wont sit there and take it like i have done in the past,
i will tell her whats on my mind.
even though its not what she wants to hear.
and what the most lamest thing is,
she yells at me about thee stupidest shit.
seriously.
like going to bed too late, not eating dinner, not waking up exactly on time, having my hair up, being on the phone too much, not putting the phone on the hook, and it isnt just like "chyenne hurry, chyenne stop, chyenne can you please put up your hair."
its "chyenne i fucking already told you last night i dont even fucking know you why do you have to be so rude to me (then whatever i do wrong)
it just continues and goes-on.
im really getting sick of it all.
i want to go to oregon.
i just might. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2006|03:49 pm] |
hm i was thinking about getting rid of everything that reminds me of everyone.
but that take too long.
so im going to do something more simple.
im painting over all the shit people have drawn/wrote on my walls.
im not too sure what the colors are going to be yet,
maybe a light tan with light brown trimming.
it doesnt remind me of anyone.
so it will be better when im looking around my room,
and not think of anyone. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2006|03:25 pm] |
mk so.
i have no one to talk to about how i feel.
cause srsly no one cares.
i give up on everything now.
im not doing anything this weekend,
im too lame to hang out with.
im a fag irl.
w/e. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2006|09:53 am] |
lolz ps!
im a della now. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2006|09:51 am] |
im at school.
just got done doing a bunch a stupid shit.
anyways.
im pretty tired.
i threw up twice today.
its a funny story lolzzz/
Hopefully i will be getting pictures back from jen today so i can do a photo shop picture for jen and allec, and maybe ryan.
im going to marysville today,
seeing dj and joshie hopefully.
uhmmm.
dj is a sweetheart.
<3
ily dj. |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|03:45 pm] |
You kno whats worse then getting hurt.
When the person who hurt you doesnt care.
LOLLLLLLLLLZ.
GOOOOD DAYZ.
IM GOING OUT TO DINNAH WITH MAMA STEPHANIE AND JEN BABY POSSIBLY TONIGHT!
CUZ JEN CARES. <3
<3 |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|01:03 pm] |
Im at school.
I love jen.
staying the night at matthews this weekend?
hopefully.
then meeting ryan.
because we both lost our bunnys
and we need to go bunny shopping.
or i might stay at joshies house.
hmmmmm.
ne ways it will be a fun weekend since i am allowed to do something finally and i can stay the night.
it will be fun meeting ryan, finally.
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[Feb. 5th, 2006|06:45 pm] |
My mom best descibes me.
"chyenne, i didnt call you a whore, i said you act like one." |
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[Feb. 4th, 2006|10:46 pm] |
Okay so i need to share something.
i was on this thing called mypsace one day.
and i was talking to this boy name matthew perez.
but i soon to call him matthew baby.
so one weekend i was like come over, so matthew baby came over.
so he rode the bus from arlington to everett mall.
and im like hey father lets go pick up matthew baby from the mall.
so we go in and pick matthew baby up and come back home.
and matthew baby didnt shower for like 5 days so he had this lovely scent to himself, the smell of body oder.
and so matthew baby and i myspaced it for a littl awhile.
and matthew baby and i watched mr. and mrs. smith on the computer 3times.
then the best time during the night came when matthew baby and i were rather hungry so we(matthew baby and i) were like "lets make cookies" but they were just your typical type of cookies. so we have a whole stick of cookie dough, and we break it in half.
my cookie came up to be this rlly cute heart shape.
and matthew baby's cookie was a ass-crack cookie.
but they were sooooo good. you srsly have no idea.
it was funny that night because matthew baby didnt have a ride home, so he had to spend the night, and it was on a sunday. so matthew baby spent the night and i woke him up at avout 5am, just because i could.
and so after some time passes I get ready, since matthew baby was on his 6th day of not taking a shower, which is so sweet. so i get ready and we take matthew baby to the everett mall to go catch the bus, and my mother gives him 5 bucks, and it was cool because that was all the money she had besides 20's and i didnt eat that day because matthew baby got my lunch money. so like matthew baby made it safe home.
and after that day matthew baby and i didnt rlly talk until i saw him at a show with joshie playa and he came back home with me that night because matthew baby didnt have a place to stay. but thaats a complete different story with matthew baby.
so i kno this guy named matthew baby. |
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